Someone.

If there is no god then the connection we feel with other people is the only we have that is worth while. Then why cherish it. but i have no one yet to cherish anything with. Here is where its nice to know some one has your back. In times of despair I have no one. thats if I dont believe in god. but do I? I don't know. i toss and turn wondering if this, my only life is going to shit because I'm afraid. I mean if everything is just random and has no meaning then how do i know i'll ever be happy. isn't that the goal of life. be happy? if its not then i was given the wrong book to read.